for all, they say, it'll never be the same. the weirdness will pass and you'll feel nothing for sometime. too often, they say, you'll have lots of things on your mind, lot of things to feel. but you wont feel a thing and your mind will be empty. nothing to think about and nothing to be felt. everything becomes nothing. actions wont be necessarily followed by a reaction and not knowing something wont be the worst feeling in the world anymore. the battles will choose you and not the other way around. and sometimes reality will of sneak up and bite you in the ass but there's nothing you can actualy do about it, except for biting it back.
and that's what they say when all you asked was the time...
